15.08.07

Down quiet lanes I could smell the warm flesh of the countryside - leaves, grass, petals. Each breeze a stream of cool air flowing over me. I needed no neurologist to induce an out-of-the-body experience by stimulating a junction of my brain. I was already floating. Returning home, minimally conscious to mundane things - beta particles, electrons, muons, electrons, photons, electrons, gamma, alpha, Alabama... How is that for contrast I mused! Attempting to open a packet of Weetabix on the table I spilt most of it out on the floor. Being machine wrapped the packaging is too tight for its fragile contents. Strange that the manufacturers seem unaware of the problem. When people put Weetabix in a bowl & pour milk over it, even before it becomes a sog they are breaking it up with a spoon. So why don't the makers put Weetabix in a big bag and call it 'Weetabix Crumble'?

Any spiritual nourishment gained from green fields was quickly negated by a packet of cereal. Switching the big bulb on, as a diversionary tactic, hoping to be entertained; Instead, I was galled by "Global Warming". Why don't they admit that the other planets in our solar system are also heating up? We've been to some of them with our cameras: No little green men driving around, no cows breaking wind, no factories.

I watched the following recording before going to bed.

I doubt that I will ever forgive those who brainwashed me. Those people who filled my infant mind with their religion instead of advising me to read & use my own judgement.

Synopsis of a documentary on Christianity:
Jesus had four brothers: James, Judas, Joseph and Simon & two sisters Mary and Salome. Jerusalem Bible (oldest bible in the world, 1600 years old), in its pages the family of Jesus did not regard him as divine. In his letters Paul does not refer to it as a virgin birth nor does Mark's gospel or John's. In the bible there is no evidence for the veneration of Mary mother of Jesus. Jewish Christianity: Jesus is human, no mention of the cross or forgiving of sins confirmed by the 'Didicate' (the teachings of Jesus) older than the Gospels. The Didicate has no mention of the 'virgin birth' nor of the 'resurrection' nor of Jesus as God. The gospel of Mary Magdalen was suppressed by Peter the misogynist. An ancient manuscript found in a tomb in the Egyptian desert describes the deciples feasting at a men only soiree & of Jesus joining them for the evening as a twelve year old. (reminiscient of the ancient Greek men only feasts where young boys would join the men to party) Jesus used to laugh at the disciples hypocrisy. The gospels of Judas & Thomas including the gnostic gospels were also suppressed. In 180AD Bishop Erineas decided there would be only four - Matthew, Mark, Luke & John.